January’s Many Sleepless nights

So the many nights before Kw Family Reunion I could not sleep. Choosing where I was going to buy the diamond from searching for what Jennifer would want best. then waking up the next morning and calling Jennifer I almost blew it. every time. here I was used to sharing everything in my life with her and having to tell her I was just tired and not that I was tired from not sleeping and thinking about diamonds all night. It was very extreme.

Then I talked to her parents. It was such a fun delightful conversation that I could not sleep that night and I was excited. I loved them and I wanted to share it with Jennifer it was so tough. Not saying anything.

It was so tough to not talk about marriage because it was the only thing on my mind. Then I felt like I was trying to hard if I did not mention it to her or tell her how much I loved her and how I wanted to marry her. One thing that only Jennifer and I know is that I have asked her to marry me like 100 to 1000 times really. But only the time in Atlanta counts. -I kept telling her this is for reals as she was crying. It all went down perfect.

~ by Ryan Kucera on April 10, 2008.